Getting lost again

Still awake, doing it again. Getting lost again, though thankfully not feeling lost regarding what i should do with my life. I, just now, got lost in the internets/puter. But lately, I've been getting lost in my own head, having trouble remembering what conversations happened with who & about what. Trying to read, browse the web, watch TV and/or listen to music all simultaneously and getting confused about the content I've jumped to not being the same as what I'd just finished with
Spacing out in conversations I'm interested in. For it's one thing to be bored & space out as a result, quite another to do so in convos one finds interesting & entertaining. Perhaps it's simply stress over finances, insurance, & future plans: Should we buy a house or co-op with T&Y in a 2Flat similar to my parents' & uncle's situation, will we have enough money to keep up w/mortgage payments. I'm quite willing to work if need be, but would like to be a stay at home mommy when the time comes.

I guess I'm still feeling overwhelmed as well I know I'm not the youngest bride on the planet, nor am I in an unusually young age bracket, but I still feel a sense of 'I'm going too fast, I'm rushing things and perhaps this time around these emotions come to mind while I'm still very much awake. I'm feeling downright panicky. I'm 25, I'm young, should I be trying to have kids so soon, should I have taken more time to decide, I'm feeling rather ill & dizzy.